MY THOUGHTS HERE : Ideas and Updates

24 September 2003 

Why didn't anyone tell me the new season of SEX AND THE CITY started already in HBO? I managed to catch the start of 'Anchors Away' just in time. 

(Samantha is stapling photocopies of Richard Wright with the words LIAR, CHEATER in a lamppost. A squad car pulls up.)

Lady Cop: Ma'am, you can't deface public property.

Samantha: This man told me he loved me, and I caught him eating another woman's p*****.

Lady Cop:...Carry on.

Comedy gold.

Sex and the City

Just visited FRIENDSTER.COM. Why? Because I saw the link on two separate occasions. Somewhere deep in my subconscious, a thought occurs: this can't be a coincidence. What does it mean? Elsewhere in my mind, the answer pops out: it means viral marketing is at work. Duh.

Back to the review: I saw the website promo and tour. I still don't see what makes it different from yahoogroups. Perhaps if someone were to invite me to join (I'm looking at your direction, duder)...


Check out the new FLASH-based banner above. I'm changing the site to the black, BEERKUWATRO-themed background. Hope you guys can caught my radio interview in DZUP Radio 1602 AM this Wednesday, September 24, 1pm. I met Dr. Landicho,  the writer of BULAKLAK NG MAYNILA.

L.


22 September 2003

a tag-board strip You want a new strip?

I've got your new strip right here. 

L.


Let us go back to the years 1990-1995...

Remember the OPM back then? Yano? The Eraserheads? River Maya? True Faith? Side A? The Dawn? Alamid? Remember the music they played? These were songs you formed memories with; these music formed the soundtrack of a stage in our lives. (for me, it was college.) Do these bands have a collective name, as Nirvana had grunge and Spandau Ballet had New Wave? Ely Buendia of THE ERASERHEADS

To those who formed memories with these songs in the background, I congratulate you. When a radio station plays the random early 90's song, you will be flooded with your past.

L.


17 September 2003

STRICKEN images Because some reader requested it, I've just uploaded more sketches from the upcoming STRICKEN. Visit the STRICKEN mini-site for the images!

Is it possible? BEERKADA strips are available on your SMART MMS! Send BEERKADA ON to 288 and let the fun begin! Only P10 per iStrip.


16 September 2003

Found, and bought, copies of THE TERMINATOR and T2: JUDGEMENT DAY. I've been looking for these movies for months! I plan to watch each one night at a time.

THE TERMINATOR still impresses some 20 years after its initial release. As the most romantic movie that Jessica Zafra has ever watched, T1 is interesting in comparison to its two sequels. It turns out that not only Arnold Schwarzenegger appeared in all three movies, but criminal psychiatrist Dr. Silverman is also present. Michael Biehn (as Sgt. Kyle Reese) and Lance Henriksen (as a terminated police detective) further starred in Cameron's ALIENS. Finally, watch out for Rick Rossovich (ER? Darryl hannah's clumsy crush in ROXANNE?) as Sarah Connor's roomate's dirty-mouthed lover. Shoo. The Terminator still impresses

Ah. My hobby as a movie collector officially begins. 


KC: Media Whore I never quite bought the idea of putting my thoughts in my website, or for other people to put their thoughts through theirs (through services like Blogger). It seems so self-absorbed, like that media darling/whore KC Concepcion. I also take Mario Puzo's words to heart when he says "never let the other guy even know what's in your fingernails".

That is why all you see here are updates and immersions in pop culture.

L.


14 September 2003

Just finished THE DRAWING OF THE THREE. I am not addicted. It is a good story, though. Back to BOOKS FOR LESS, for me.

Did-a-chick?


I did not participate in the F4 concert. I am not a fan of F4. I am too aware of the manipulation of the masses. As a pop culture phenomenon, it is too obvious for my taste. What I am also aware of is this conscious effort to know WHY I am not watching it. Too much Nathaniel Branden influence, for my taste.

Next time, I'll do a completely unconscious, fun thing in my life. I dream of Boracay.

L.

 

12 September 2003

A funny thing happened in a birthday party I attended tonight.

I met this guy through a mutual friend. I introduced myself as the guy who did a logo for our mutual friend. He introduced himself as the owner of www.beerkada.com.

Small world.

As some of you well know, the now-defunct beerkada.com is about the pleasures of camaraderie through beer drinking. It is also the reason I've contemplated changing the name BEERKADA to WORKADA to avoid having the site from them.This isssue has been going on for some two years already.

Among the dozen thoughts running through my mind at that moment, the thing that stuck to my head the most was, "Boy, this is gonna make the strip."

So stay tune for that one.


Some of you are asking for information about BOOKS for LESS. If you click the image below, a popup message will, uh... pop up and provide the addresses and phone numbers for their branches.

I personally will be a regular buyer in this bookstore. Remember Armchair Reader? Remember how we bought from it sparingly and didn't become members despite its low, low rates? Remember how it folded? I don't want that to happen again to another good thing.

Do your share.

L.


10 September 2003

I've just installed a Tagboard for your instant thoughts on any Beerkada/Beerkadet topic. Try it out! I may phase out the forums on the right menu in advent of this new, possibly better technology.

The Tagboard is brought to you by Tag-board.com.


I've also uploaded the final cover for BEERKUWATRO. Check it out by clicking the banner above.


While roaming around the streets of Ortigas early in the morning (What? I'm allowed to), I found this store with a sign BOOKS FOR LESS in front. It was still closed (understandably, since it was 6:20 in the morning). I peered into the glass door, and contents inside were hardbound. Good omen.

The big problem with BOOK SALE is that all the good books have been purchased already by the early buyers. A good advantage of this new bargain bookstore is its relative obscurity. There may be a good find yet.       CLICK to get info
So I went in a day later, and I did find a couple of worthy books. A reference to firearms. Stephen King's THE DRAWING OF THE THREE (currently out of stock in National Bookstore). A guide to digital coloring. I believe I would be going back to this store regularly in the coming months.

Har Har har. 

Yes, I'm an addict, too.

L.

9 September 2003

I found this while visiting Beerkadet Edrie's blog. Remember: the first step is accepting there's a problem.

The Dante's Inferno Test has banished you to the Second Level of Hell!
Here is how you matched up against all the levels:
LevelScore
Purgatory (Repenting Believers)Low
Level 1 - Limbo (Virtuous Non-Believers)Low
Level 2 (Lustful)Very High
Level 3 (Gluttonous)Very Low
Level 4 (Prodigal and Avaricious)Very Low
Level 5 (Wrathful and Gloomy)Low
Level 6 - The City of Dis (Heretics)Very Low
Level 7 (Violent)High
Level 8- the Malebolge (Fraudulent, Malicious, Panderers)Moderate
Level 9 - Cocytus (Treacherous)Low

Take the Dante's Inferno Hell Test


link to ust pics

A great day yesterday. I had a successful book signing in UST along with members of The Artists Den for the entire day. Lots of attractive women in UST. Mmmm. Afterwards, I had a date with a gorgeous,  interesting woman. Mmmm.

For more exhibit goodness, click on the image on the left.

Ah.

L.

 


2 September 2003

There is an exhibit in UST College of Commerce of which I am a part of. It is running this entire week. I will be holding a book signing on Friday, September5, 2003, from 10am to 4pm. With me are Ariel Atienza, Ryan Orosco, perhaps Wilson Tortosa, and the boys from...you know...that manga thing...no, that OTHER group...sheesh.

KITAKITS!!


I have known my mother for the past 29 years. I can never shake the idea that she is the most beautiful woman in the planet. I look at her, and I always see her as that woman who is twice as tall as I am, and I am holding her skirt while we visit the wet market. Now, she has strands of white hair, is half a head smaller than me, and insists that I NEVER listen to her, but to me, she is still the most beautiful woman in the planet. It's not even looking past her age; I think each strand of white hair, each line in her face, speaks of each year that she has been there, each opportunity she forewent to look after our welfare, each hug she never refused but always welcomed, each heartbreak when she could never remove our difficulties, only stand by and support us through it. I wonder: did she consciously commit herself to be a beautiful mother, or she couldn't help herself?

I think mothers have sons so that they will always have men who think they are the most beautiful women in the planet.


I have surrounded myself with friends (?) I like and could relate with. Artists friends, Star Trek geeks, Beerkada readers, and a smattering of odd characters. I am living the life I want, and my life is headed i the direction I want. But now,  i must embrace a greater life. I life I had not envisioned in my youth, because I did not see it then. A life in enterprise(s), a life in subcultures I do not like yet I have much to learn from, a life being spent as a part of a team if not leading this team, a life of communal responsibility if not leadership, a life becoming aware of a wider, wilder world out there.

There are many reasons to do this. To guard the borders of my nascent empire, to own ideas I have not yet discovered, to seek out new life & new civilizations, yadda yadda yadda. After attaining a state of existence I have always wanted, I now seek to attain a state of existence I will want soon enough.


self-esteem book 

I was looking around in Powerbooks for a book on improving self-esteem during the last day of its SALE. And there it was on the discount bin: HOW TO RAISE YOUR SELF-ESTEEM by Nathaniel Branden. P75. There could have been a sticker on it saying: this is for YOU, Lyndon, but that would have been too obvious.

Right now, I'm exploring my child self and my teenage self. And I'm writing these series of self-revealing snippets of my life.


Mos Eisley night was successful. I think that singer with the Cleopatra do is cute as heck. Hihi.

L.


28 August 2003

There will be a local Star Wars event called MOS EISLEY NIGHT on Sunday, August 31, 2003, 5pm onwards at Millennium Cafe near Kamuning Road, Quezon City. Those to attend wearing a science fiction-oriented costume will get a 20% discount from the entrance fee.

Be there.

L.


My friend from Via-Astris, the Philippine Star Trek Fan Club, is a geek in love. He is in training for a call center in Ortigas and he has a thing for a co-trainee. The trouble is, he is too torpe to do anything about it, and ends up whining about his predicament to the rest of the trekkies.

Being a Star Trek club, the rest of us have seen our fair share of geek behavior,  including in matters of romance. So what can we do to help our shy friend? Nothing. This guy can only help himself; no amount of prodding can make him go after his paramour. As such, this guy shouldn't be allowed to be given any chance of mating unless he work up the courage to go after love.

On the other hand, there's this other guy from the same club who got dumped by a girl. He is bitter about it. I was right: when bitter about a girl, keep silent and let it stew. Don't let the girl see how it's affecting you.

L.


22 August 2003

I was hunting this big rat in our house. This sucker's one smart rat. I bought a rat cage and placed bait months before, but it cleverly avoided it. It had a partner rat once, but I caught it climbing down the kitchen sink and slammed it with an aluminum basin.

...So this surviving rat lasted a bit longer. Finally, I bought rat poison then stuffed a piece of fried chicken with it. The rat presumably took it, and now is nicely decomposing at the back of a drawer in the shop. I should remember to retreive it in the morning. 


The original Boopey texted me tonight. She had a baby recently, and is about to graduate from law school. Boopey updated me on the other members of our group: Dana and Glen are in China.

Boopey reminded how the years have passed. Where am I compared with these guys? I am not about to get married yet (at least until I worked my issues out) and not quite that rich. But time, indeed, has moved on. Where will they be 5 years from now? Where will I?

L.

14 July 2003

I DATED AN FHM GIRL?!

Check out this month's issue of FHM, featuring Asia Agcaoli.

You go, girl.


I am listening to Norah Jones' Grammy Award-winning album Come Away With Me (it's pirated,  but I bought th
e original CD for my brother's birthday, so my guilt is somewhat assuaged). One song in particular, Cold Cold Heart, caught my attention. It's basically about a girl becomes aware that her man carries emotional baggage.
  Norah Jones: HOT

 

This is part of the answer I've been looking for all these years. Yes, I've been carrying emotional baggage, and my girl called my attention to it several times. The so-called lessons that I've learned from my first break-up turned out to hindrance to my next relationship. So the lesson I've learned from that break-up is there is no lesson.

All this makes me think the so-called lessons from all the shit that's happened to me needs to be reexamined and see if they're holding me back from my objectives.

L.


7 July 2003

I never got addicted to Reality TV. I watch the occasional Fear Factor when a contestant appears who, as a Mohawk-haired fellow contestant describes, is "top-heavy". Maybe half of The Amazing Race episode. But like some people with no taste for alcohol or tolerance for cigarettes, I feel I have a gene that prevents me from getting addicted to Reality TV. Or Pokemon. Or Harry Potter. Or Meteor Garden.

Maybe it's because I have a preference for the underdog compared to the mainstream. I remember endorsing Marimar to everyone I meet, then instantly dissing it once it acheived tremendous popularity. Maybe it's because of too much information readily available to me, I've subsconsciously made my selection of information sources and instinctively shut out the rest. Or maybe it's because I've sworn away things that don't really matter in the end, like video games (I don't think I can put my highest score on Save That Goldfish in my resume) or blogs. This last point is exactly why I feel I'm missing out on life: Harry Potter WILL be part of the world's pop cultural landscape, and I haven't even watched the second movie version.

L.


6 July 2003

I might as well make the STRICKEN ashcan available online. Lord knows people will need to read it as a preview to the mini-series. So when will STRICKEN come out? When I feel the material can actually support the required volume of sales.

L.

 


4 July 2003

It's official: the release of Beerkuwatro will be delayed by at least a month.

I've been finding out the intricate process of color separation and learning through trial-and-error what not to do when laying out the books. I felt frustrated by the delay and begun wishing I took courses in the printing process before going out on a limb with this full-color business. After a few minutes, I realize that trial-and-error IS my best educational process. Nothing bores through my skull more effectively than the way I involve my emotions in the learning process. I feel frustrated by the delay caused by my ignorance. Details like the blurring of text due to CMYK printing no longer become abstract concepts but real problems to be overcome. I am resolved to not repeat my mistakes by learning everything about color separation

I was correct: every new book is an education for me. What I should fear is the time when releasing a new book becomes a repetition of the last. 


Where has my enthusiasm gone?

The last thing I got all excited about was X2. Matrix Reloaded didn't do it for me; neither did The Hulk. I can't find anything exciting about F4, unlike the rest of the population. In fact, nothing looks good on TV. And I have nothing for Harry Potter and his Order of the Phoenix.

Where is the X-Files of my recent youth? Is all this waning enthusiasm a sign of my growth towards a higher plane of existence? Or have I just become jaded?

My last hope is to watch a collection of violent Japanese films recently featured in TIME magazine.

Tetsuo the Iron Man
  • Battles Without Honor and Humanity
  • Battle Royale II
  • <-Tetsuo the Iron Man
  • Audition

 

Joey Fernandez, where art thou?


An interesting article from Ariel Atienza can be read by clicking here. It deals with the halo effect we observe for things that are irretrievably lost.

L.


29 June 2003

I've been to INTRAMUROS where they are holding shows and tiangges all year round as part of WOW! PHILIPPINES. It's worth checking out. I may even include it in a storyline just to promote it. 

L.


23 June 2003

So Donita Rose got married. I remember my close encounter with Donita Rose in 1991. I was watching a movie in Megamall, and Donita Rose was in line to buy popcorn. I excitedly whispered to a friend, "Si Donita Rose!" I never forgot my friend's response: Donita Rose: OVEREXPOSED

"So what?"

Donita Rose is not an accomplished actress, singer, dancer, or rapper. She's pretty, and she's an MTV VJ, and that's it. All of a sudden her wedding becomes newsworthy. Well, this is a country that is obsessed over long-haired Taiwanese pretty boys. I am not surprised.


20 June 2003

I DATED A PORN STAR?!

So I heard from Beerkadet Deacon Frost that Asia Agcaolli appeared in Patricia Javier's BARE-NAKED cd and I went,  "WHAT?!" Last time I checked, I dissed Asia on SINGLE as a woman who drinks too much. Prior to that, Asia is the same woman who got me drunk and hurling on national TV. So I went and checked out this Playboy-inspired collection of male fantasies and there she was, playing strip billiards with Patricia.

I count this as pogi points for me.

L.

SINGLE girl Asia A. with heartthrob Lyndon G.

BARE-NAKED with Patricia Javier (note the same medallion on her neck) 

The Porn Dating strip

Click image to read accompanying strip.

 


19 June 2003

ON TEAM SPORTS,  HUMAN RELATIONS, AND ISAAC NEWTON

I REMEMBER 1992. 1992 was the year that marked the last time I was required to do anything resembling a sport. This was PE2 in UP Diliman, and I think it was bowling. Two years afterwards, I took up PE for fun. Fencing, archery, and some other cool James Bond-ish sports. 

Before that, I was required to take up PE for the entire four years of high school. What made it worse was that I required to take TEAM sports. With hindsight,  I believe team sports were especially difficult for me was because not only must I be proficient in the mechanics of the game, but I had to know what my team mates were thinking. We had to act as one.

In reading business psychology (from my father's book collection), I learned that human's can only work with so many people in a team.  They have to not only know each person, but how each person relates with  the rest of the team. This means for a team with 7 members, you have to be aware of 42 different relationships. The more people in a team, the more relationships to keep track of, the greater strain in your mind (this sets the upper limit on the economies of scale in the workforce).

I mention this tidbit in relation to my nostalgic trip because I just realized I have a lesser degree of keeping track of people than the average person. I fear the corporate environment because not only do you have to be good in your job but you have to work as a team. On your way to the top, technical proficiency gives way to human relations. Office politics enter the scene. Getting along with who is more important than knowing what.

I could, of course, master human relations through sheer will. But I'd rather play on my strengths than improve my weaknesses (until necessity forces me). But I am not a team player. I do not thrive on team situations like some people.

One last thing: I've been catching up on Isaac Newton's biography. It seems what made him different from most people is his propensity to ask WHY. Most people will not give another thought to falling apples, but Newton followed through the reason why things are. Applying it to my case, I could investigate WHY some people are better in teams than others. And in sticking to that resolve, I might in the end be as well-regarded as Newton. Lord knows I am as nutty as that guy.

L.


12 June 2003 (HAPPY INDEPENDENCE DAY!)

CLICK HERE to see the cover for BeerKuwatro. The cover is done once more by Darna penciller Ryan Orosco. Ryan also did the layout for the upcoming tarpaulin design for Beerkada's fourth collection.


17 May 2003

Did a little something called HOGWARTS. What if the WB channel bought the rights from J.K. Rowling to turn Harry Potter into a teen drama? This is what it would look like... hogwarts.jpg (129569 bytes)
Now that the BEERKADA are graduating,  I've begun to notice that my crack team of readers, the BEERKADETS,  have also graduating members in their ranks. How will that affect BEERKADA? Find out by clicking on the left image. graduates.gif (90184 bytes)
Did you know there's a badminton game happening every Friday morning composed of Beerkadets? It's around the Boni-Crame area. If you want some exercise or just whip the a$$e$ outta us, text me at 0919-6862740 and we'll try to fit you in. Meanwhile, enjoy the badminton-themed strips on the left. badminton, anyone.jpg (121717 bytes)badminton too.jpg (113234 bytes) 

L.


16 May 2003

I need to print BEERKUWATRO by the start of June so I can start distributing it by July 2003. I have most of the colored strips (thanks to Beerkadets Filler Aquino and Roy Afable) but I need to add more original comic strips as well as a cover. I'm thinking a Sadako-inspired motif. 

I've uploaded strips from BEERKUWATRO to the site. A featured strip will appear every two days. Abangan!


After the characters graduate this month, I'm planning to change the title of the strip to WORKADA, to reflect the real world where the guys are headed as well as the more acceptable title which I hope will meet with less resistance with school authorities. But I'm encountering contrary opinions which suggest the retention of the much catchier BEERKADA. What are your opinions? Click on the email button and give it to me.

 

 

My VHS is broken. I would normally tape my favorite shows like ALIAS (both AXN's first season and STUDIO 23's second season) and FUTURAMA, as it is such a bother to wait for the scheduled broadcast to occur. And now I'm missing out.


I have an irrational fear of video games. Ever since I've been fired from work for playing a video game during training hours last 1998, I've never touched the stuff since. I haven't missed much. All those hours in front of the computer, achieving success that can never be placed in a resume. What's the point? Who will remember I killed 27 trolls in 2 hours?

Of course, the price is I could never draw video game-related strips. The most popular webcomics revolve around this topic. Go figure.


10 hours to go before Matrix:Reloaded. Enjoy THAT movie.

L.


23 April 2003

REVIEW: EQUILIBRIUM

equilibirum image

Do you know what the problem is with every story that dealt with dystopia? Every protagonist there was a wuss. From the shabby Winston Smith of 1984 to Jonathan Pryce's daydreaming character in Brazil to the suicidal John Savage of Brave New World, the spineless pushover heroes of tomorrow's totalitarian regime deserve being run over by The System.

Enter Grammaton Cleric Preston.

The idea of the state of Libria is just a mishmash of Ray Bradbury's imagination-fearing society in Fahrenheit 451 with the drug-induced blandness of Aldous Huxley's New World. Libria is post-World War III,  and the visionary Father attempts to put an end to further war by suppressing emotion (through the drug Prozium) and the elimination of emotion-stimulating objects (like art, music, and literature.) This new society is headed straight for the crapper when elite law enforcer Preston (as played by underrated talent Christian Bale) begins to discover the joy of feeling. And being the only one is the movie to demonstrate the deadliness of GUN-KATTA (stylized gun-fighting),  this is one bad-a$$ m*****f****r you don't want to turn against you.

Was the movie worth seeing? Heck, yeah! The action is much more inventive than BROTHERHOOD OF THE WOLF and seeing post-Boromir Sean Bean getting beaned again is a pleasure.

FINAL RATING: If you're into kung fu with a good story behind it, see this flick.


16 April 2003

To Every Reema-lovin' Beerkadet out there!

As you may well know (I didn't. Hehe.), our dear friend Reema Chanco is applying for the position of MTV VJ in this year's search. Here is a copy of her e-mail:

 

hello everyone! we just had our presscon kanina at
streetlife. this is it! one month break tapos
magpapasiklaban na sa MAY 16! Finals night will be at
Rockwell. Sa labas daw e, sa may SandBar.

You can watch and vote for the finalists starting
APRIL 21. Meron kaming 30 minutes special entitled,
"The Making of VJ ....". 10:30PM, chan41. Eto yung
schedule ng lahat ng finalists, alam ko gusto nyo rin
panoorin ng girls ang powerboys at ng boys si aliyah
parcs! heehee :)
April 21 - Kym de Guzman
April 22 - Geff Briz
April 23 - Patty Laurel
April 24 - Niņo Tupas
April 25 - Toni Taus
April 28 - Eddie de Guzman
April 29 - Aliya Parcs
April 30 - Greg Martin
May 1 - Patricia Benedicto
May 2 - Kelly Davis
MAY 5 - REEMA CHANCO **** Monday, 10:30pm, chan41, MTV
May 6 - Chase Tinio
May 7 - Alia Nahas
May 8 - Johan Ekedum

****************

*In order to vote, you must be a SMART subscriber and
must obtain a NICKNAME. Hagilapin na lahat ng
nakaSMART! :)

Register first: type MTVVJREG
<space><nickname><space><age><space><sex> - and send
it to access number [688]

To vote: type MTVVJVOTE <space><exact name of the vj>
and send to access number [688]

EXAMPLE: MTVVJVOTE REEMA

To chat: type MTVVJCHAT <space><your chat or comment
msg> and send it to access number [688]

EXAMPLE: MTVVJCHAT I think Reema is cool! Hire her
now! :)

**************

You can also watch our 2-hr behind the scenes weekend
special on May 3 and 4, 2pm and 9pm with repeats on
May 10 and 11, 2pm and 9pm.

**************

O ayan! Okay ba sa alright?! Todo na ito guys! O, okay
ba ang makeover sakin? Cowgirl ito. :)

Reema as Cowboy. Ahh.

 

Please support Reema because she is hot. Now get out your SMART phones and VOTE!

L.


My graduate school classes are over. All I have to do is finish the thesis. Wish me all luck. Then its FULL FORCE WITH ALL THINGS BEERKADA!! YAH!

 

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